Listen to my voice,
Close your eyes, breathe and put the needle down. Take the tight band that is tied around your arm and throw it away. I am physically battling just as much as you are mentally struggling.This is a team effort and right now you are treating me with no respect. Im weak, tired, and worn out completely. I need you to stay strong and take care of me. Treat me how a parent would treat their child. Have respect for me. Care about me. Love me. I will treat you the same way you treat me, so choose wisely. Think logically. Stop thinking about your next fix and fucking listen to me. Im screaming in attempt to get you to pay attention. You’re killing me every time you shoot up. Every time you decide it’s a good time to use again. You’re wrong… no time is a good time to use. You’re poisoning me slowly. It hurts. Im slowing down and it’s only hurting you in the long run. But you don’t see that. I want the best for you, but you have to want the best for me, the best for yourself. You treat me like i am worthless. I have cuts, bruises, and track marks all over my once clean and smooth complexion. You caused that, you’re the reason i am failing so miserably. Do you even fucking care about me, do you fucking care about yourself? Doesn’t seem like you do, you pathetic piece of shit. I have tried so hard to remain calm and keep you alive but you are really pushing your luck. We have done everything together but at this point you are pushing me to the water’s edge and i am a few mistakes away from falling in and never resurfacing. Help me, make me strong again. I want to feel the energy and liveliness. I want my strength back so I can help you carry your newborn baby. Let’s gain our control back, it’s either this or death. Your choice.
Please take care,
Your limp and worn out body
Close your eyes, breathe and put the needle down. Take the tight band that is tied around your arm and throw it away. I am physically battling just as much as you are mentally struggling.This is a team effort and right now you are treating me with no respect. Im weak, tired, and worn out completely. I need you to stay strong and take care of me. Treat me how a parent would treat their child. Have respect for me. Care about me. Love me. I will treat you the same way you treat me, so choose wisely. Think logically. Stop thinking about your next fix and fucking listen to me. Im screaming in attempt to get you to pay attention. You’re killing me every time you shoot up. Every time you decide it’s a good time to use again. You’re wrong… no time is a good time to use. You’re poisoning me slowly. It hurts. Im slowing down and it’s only hurting you in the long run. But you don’t see that. I want the best for you, but you have to want the best for me, the best for yourself. You treat me like i am worthless. I have cuts, bruises, and track marks all over my once clean and smooth complexion. You caused that, you’re the reason i am failing so miserably. Do you even fucking care about me, do you fucking care about yourself? Doesn’t seem like you do, you pathetic piece of shit. I have tried so hard to remain calm and keep you alive but you are really pushing your luck. We have done everything together but at this point you are pushing me to the water’s edge and i am a few mistakes away from falling in and never resurfacing. Help me, make me strong again. I want to feel the energy and liveliness. I want my strength back so I can help you carry your newborn baby. Let’s gain our control back, it’s either this or death. Your choice.
Please take care,
Your limp and worn out body