Sea of Depression
Feels like I’m holding my breath under water.
I’m slowly drowning, trying to be a good daughter.
Head above water, I'll fight through.
Don’t save me, you'll only drown too.
Sink like an anchor, or become new.
All the surroundings, becoming depressors.
Water flowing, at low pressure.
Watch my body float softly over the waves.
Hear the whimpered cries as my body caves.
With You
I’ve been with you for awhile now.
You’re acting like a child now.
We aren’t on the same page.
Everything feels like a rampage.
You’re trying to pull a fast one.
Both knowing, it won’t be the last one.
Don’t play, you’ve done this before.
Feeling more and more like a chore.
Our relationship is dying down.
Is it worth the turn around?
I think i’m falling out of love with you
I have to leave, I need something new.
Have these ideas in my head now.
Yes, I have a few.
If you only knew what was good for you.
I just don’t know what to do.
There’s no connection when we have sex.
But you tell me that i’m the best.
I need this break, I need this rest.
Asking God, what is wrong with you.
He doesn’t even have a clue.
I keep telling you, “I love you”
But do I still want to be with you?
Limp
Her body lays limp across the small bed
She's been sleeping to forget
Forget the responsibilities and work that needs to get done
She awakes, crying
She doesn't understand why
Why she can't catch a break
Why she can't wake up, with no responsibilities
She cries because she can't stay asleep
She cries because she doesn't want to wake up
Ever again.
Sleep Easy
Crying yourself to sleep every night is the only way to sleep easy.
It’s also another way to realize how terrible you feel each and every blessed day you’re awake.
Keep crying, and stay asleep
Heavy
Bags buried deep under my glassy eyes, weeping for help.
They are getting too heavy to carry.
Will you lend me a hand?
Or walk right past me?
Empty
Look into my lifeless eyes
Leave me empty
Crush my body with your hands
Steal my soul with your voice
Leave me,
Empty
Choose To See
They see the junkie on the street corner,
Begging for money.
I see the father on the street corner,
Struggling with depression.
They see the college student on the couch,
Drinking to get fucked up.
I see someones daughter on the couch,
Trying to find a solution for her social anxiety.
They see a high school dropout,
Not applying themselves hard enough.
I see a very intelligent young man,
Trying to make ends meet while everything crumbles around them.
They see a woman laying on the cold ground,
Who picked meth over a house.
I see a mother laying on the cold ground,
Whose family doesn’t care if she dies and she can’t afford therapy to help cope.
We look at others problems with a negative perspective. Stop and see where the problems really start.
Help
We must want help for people to realize we need it.
But there's a difference between wanting and needing.
You say you need help.
This is true.
Feels like I’m holding my breath under water.
I’m slowly drowning, trying to be a good daughter.
Head above water, I'll fight through.
Don’t save me, you'll only drown too.
Sink like an anchor, or become new.
All the surroundings, becoming depressors.
Water flowing, at low pressure.
Watch my body float softly over the waves.
Hear the whimpered cries as my body caves.
With You
I’ve been with you for awhile now.
You’re acting like a child now.
We aren’t on the same page.
Everything feels like a rampage.
You’re trying to pull a fast one.
Both knowing, it won’t be the last one.
Don’t play, you’ve done this before.
Feeling more and more like a chore.
Our relationship is dying down.
Is it worth the turn around?
I think i’m falling out of love with you
I have to leave, I need something new.
Have these ideas in my head now.
Yes, I have a few.
If you only knew what was good for you.
I just don’t know what to do.
There’s no connection when we have sex.
But you tell me that i’m the best.
I need this break, I need this rest.
Asking God, what is wrong with you.
He doesn’t even have a clue.
I keep telling you, “I love you”
But do I still want to be with you?
Limp
Her body lays limp across the small bed
She's been sleeping to forget
Forget the responsibilities and work that needs to get done
She awakes, crying
She doesn't understand why
Why she can't catch a break
Why she can't wake up, with no responsibilities
She cries because she can't stay asleep
She cries because she doesn't want to wake up
Ever again.
Sleep Easy
Crying yourself to sleep every night is the only way to sleep easy.
It’s also another way to realize how terrible you feel each and every blessed day you’re awake.
Keep crying, and stay asleep
Heavy
Bags buried deep under my glassy eyes, weeping for help.
They are getting too heavy to carry.
Will you lend me a hand?
Or walk right past me?
Empty
Look into my lifeless eyes
Leave me empty
Crush my body with your hands
Steal my soul with your voice
Leave me,
Empty
Choose To See
They see the junkie on the street corner,
Begging for money.
I see the father on the street corner,
Struggling with depression.
They see the college student on the couch,
Drinking to get fucked up.
I see someones daughter on the couch,
Trying to find a solution for her social anxiety.
They see a high school dropout,
Not applying themselves hard enough.
I see a very intelligent young man,
Trying to make ends meet while everything crumbles around them.
They see a woman laying on the cold ground,
Who picked meth over a house.
I see a mother laying on the cold ground,
Whose family doesn’t care if she dies and she can’t afford therapy to help cope.
We look at others problems with a negative perspective. Stop and see where the problems really start.
Help
We must want help for people to realize we need it.
But there's a difference between wanting and needing.
You say you need help.
This is true.